Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Good morning, cranky people....

I heard my alarm go off at 5:30am my first thought..."I can just shut it off and go back to sleep for at least 5 hours" but this idea was interrupted by what I think is the pure Grace of G-O-D! I stayed up, laid in bed for 3 minutes and woke up. I texted my workout buddy/roommate to "Rise and Shine!" Had an awesome workout and great healthy breakfast (hello shakeology) but my other roommate was not so pleased. She usually sleeps through ALL 10 OF HER ALARMS and I woke her up :-( Now before I go into a rant and it sounds like I dislike her or worst hate her that is FAR FROM the truth. I love her she has truly been a great asset to my life and I owe her more then she would ever accept. It's just I feel we are so close its gone past just a friendship but into sisterhood and well let's face it who here loves their sister 24/7? EXACTLY! So I can complain about her till I turn blue in the face but I actually rather not.
This whole transformation is going to affect ever single aspect of my life and I'm going to react to the smallest things in a completely cranky/angry way then what I actually feel.I just think it's my body being deprived of sweets and fats. Let's face it this is an addiction and like most addicts when they face the first few days/weeks they aren't so pleasant to be around. How awful is that "Hello my name is $%^& and I'm addicted to food" huh well there's a thought......
One of my great friends once told me "Fat people want people around them to stay and be fat" and I honestly agree. This idea of "Well, it must not be THAT bad if I'm not the only one doing it" constantly turns through my mind and I hope to learn to control it and shut it off. It's one thing to ruin my health but I refuse to sabotage those around me. Though they might not know it, we are in it together. Day 2 workout completed!

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